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Even when the time had had to leave, the memento would, at its tiniest parts, still linger until the...

Sun, 19 May 2013 23:40:46 -0400

Even when the time had had to leave, the memento would, at its tiniest parts, still linger until the time had had to come back and take me.

juleznotjulia: school’s out!!! Me, getting excited to count...

Thu, 16 May 2013 05:26:42 -0400

juleznotjulia:

school’s out!!!

Me, getting excited to count down the very last part of Laporan Penelitian Kecil MAP II. Eventhough it takes hours to finish, because yes I do procrastinate a lot, but it’s just near the line, baby!

end-term holyday, here I cooommee :D

Peristiwa Pagi Tadi

Wed, 08 May 2013 10:26:04 -0400

artsy-tektur:

kepada GM

Pagi tadi seorang sopir bercerita kepada pesuruh kantor tentang lelaki yang terlanggar motor waktu menyeberang.

Siang tadi pesuruh kantor bercerita kepada tukang warung tentang sahabatmu yang terlanggar motor waktu menyeberang, membentur aspal, lalu beramai-ramai diangkat ke tepi jalan.

Sore tadi tukang warung bercerita kepadamu tentang aku yang terlanggar motor waktu menyeberang, membentur aspal, lalu diangkat beramai-ramai ke tepi jalan dan menunggu setengah jam sebelum dijemput ambulans dan meninggal sesampai di rumah sakit.

Malam ini kau ingin sekali bercerita padaku tentang peristiwa itu.

Sapardi Djoko Damono dalam Perahu Kertas (1983)

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Fri, 03 May 2013 13:15:04 -0400

は何故いつも遅れていてんですか。時間がもう二度と来ないし、何故間に合えないんですか。こんなタイプの人たちが大嫌いです。 Percuma ikut osjur kalo penerapannya...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 02:44:53 -0400

は何故いつも遅れていてんですか。
時間がもう二度と来ないし、何故間に合えないんですか。こんなタイプの人たちが大嫌いです。

Percuma ikut osjur kalo penerapannya tetap nol.

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Thu, 18 Apr 2013 07:28:06 -0400

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Thu, 18 Apr 2013 07:22:41 -0400

valscrapbook: heathenwoods: Wilderness U.S.A. by National...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 11:15:15 -0400

valscrapbook:

heathenwoods: Wilderness U.S.A. by National Geographic Book Service

cotoi: Selected works by 「ぺい＠コミティアしー７３b」

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 10:25:42 -0400

cotoi:

Selected works by 「ぺい＠コミティアしー７３b」

angkotday: this Infographic illustrate how urban mobility grow...

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 05:00:41 -0400

angkotday:

this Infographic illustrate how urban mobility grow in Bandung city, West Java.

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Sat, 13 Apr 2013 20:57:54 -0400

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Sat, 13 Apr 2013 20:57:38 -0400

We’ve been through all the fluctuatives.

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:27:08 -0400

We’ve been through all the fluctuatives.

WHAT IS LIFE: a portrait

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 07:01:28 -0400

WHAT IS LIFE: a portrait:

thingsiwanttotellyou:

She may be young, but she only likes old things.

J was four when her parents sat her down at a piano, a giant block of wood imposing in its silence. It would be her torturer for the next decade, until she learnt how to make it sing, how to press the keys just so – and then it became a…

"When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself,..."

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 06:21:41 -0400

“When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.”

- Haruki Murakami (村上春樹), “Sputnik Sweetheart” (via xu-an)

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Mon, 08 Apr 2013 13:26:38 -0400

You miss to see the rain, “It was all the desert here!” you reported me through skype...

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 05:50:11 -0400

You miss to see the rain, “It was all the desert here!” you reported me through skype that night

but you know what, you are the luckiest one, I said.

“why is that? i am almost dried out here!”

I could see the starts shining bright there. truly marvelous. I wish we could lie down together and gaze at the stars

“yes, you’re right. the night is so pretty here unlike our hometown. if you didn’t mention it, my life would be still miserable!”
she chuckled the crisp laughter.

I miss you, I whisper.

“I miss you more.”

We spent the night talking about our past altogether, resembled it into a funny puzzle

She said she was taking her groceries when she saw a man knelt down to pick up an apple he’d dropped it. Her hands were so full of two groceries when the apple were rolling toward her. The apple stopped right under her feet and the man picked up the apple right away without even noticing that it would embarrass her because she wore a mini skirt that day.That cost the man a kick right in his nose. He said apology many times to her, but she just left him.

She continued with a happy laughter. “I felt so guily yet embarrassed at that time! I don’t know what to do, I feel crumbling apart inside! It was because of the embarrassment”

You know what’s funny? I also had a kick once from a girl. I’d got it when I went shopping to a bookstore. The case was pretty much the same with you. I took a peek at her tits accidentally. There you go, I deserve it.

“People were so much different than nowadays. They were still the humbly shy population.”

It was almost morning here when she decided to hung up the conversation. She kissed me a goodbye and after that I got a black screen.

The sound was missed from this room. I, once again have been dropped to the lazy hum. I plopped my face to the pillows. I pulled up my blanket. It was almost five in the morning. Ive got a work at eight. Two and a half hours of sleep would do the good deed to me, I thought.

I drank the night and the cold air last night. My ribs were strangely warm. The birds began to chirp, the neighbor turned on his car engine. I wish of someone to brew me a good morning, to bake me a smile, and to get me a lunch of joy.

I wish it were you to be here.
I wish we could reach the stars.
I wish we could say a proper greeting everyday.
I miss you truly.

He will leave again anytime soon. The sun was a weakling that noon. We were overjoyed by our hot...

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 02:14:31 -0400

He will leave again anytime soon.

The sun was a weakling that noon. We were overjoyed by our hot chocolate and simply sandwiches at our usual-visit cafe. He wore his chino pants paired it with casual tee he made it by himself.

I will be terribly missing him.

From my point of view as your 12-years old of friend, I won’t believe you

Why is that? It’s different this time. I’m sure of it.

And what is it again, the reasons you like him

You’ve heard it million times and you never give any fuck to it

Please, mistress, i beg you a penny of mercy. I really want to listen to it now, no matter how long it will take.

Fine, I give you a dollar instead.
It was last year when we all forget about the horrible spark happened two years ago. …

Wait, does the senior you mentioned was your crush?

You never really gave any fuck to my story, ha?

I just want your confirmation

And so I will give you my privellige

I doubt it really well, mistress. So go on

….

That’s it, I make it shorter to make it easier on you.

Hmm. You have the kataomoi situation, right?

the room was our acquaintance, but the atmosphere of this cafe has eventually developed in our mind. Something about the furniture glows its charisma in our sense. Something about the chattering of people and the dish ware is very cheerful. Something about the scent of coffee and the old paper book is very romantic.

I look down, playing with the edges of cup with my fingers. I try to be lost in translation for a while.

Well…

Uh hum?

He munches a sip of hot chocolate.

Like what you said, I myself have a strong opposition toward this feeling. You are right about that kataomoi. He never looks at me. I know that is really sad. You just can whisper his name loud in your mind. You just can only secretly hope for him.

And is this the way you let go of him.

Yes. I try to resign from him.

I laugh. In a bitter prose I sing it quite loud. I can say the salt water has piped down for its way to escape.

You don’t need to be a strong girl.

I’ve never done it

Well, if you insist it

The crowd decreases by time. I see an old man paying for his hazelnut-scent drink and a pound cake. A doorbell rings when the old man leaves the cafe. All of the sudden, the room becomes really quite. It is still two of us. There are still two and a half of sandwiches left on our plate.

I really need to take a break.

I finally say a word.

Go ahead. I think nobody will insist you to stay anyway

You are such an evil human-being!

People will do it anyway.

He smiles and grabs a sandwich. It is the very two of us that noon, our mind wander off someplace remote. I see around me in becoming so vast and pointless. I know this is not easy

I was once disoriented over society. Well, I still actually am, but I start to understand the rules...

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 01:56:03 -0400

I was once disoriented over society. Well, I still actually am, but I start to understand the rules and discover the formula. I don’t know if you can apply this formula, because it fits really well to my personality where everyone else has their own. I find that the word happiness is such an abstract art to deal with at first, since I oppose humans’ motives on doing socialization. I had seen it to be more self-beneficial oriented. That’s why I lost there. So I let myself drown into the society. It was pretty risky, because it feels like ripping your skin, it hurt so much. But it would reform again, anyway. It hurt just for a while, I’ve been through the joy, the despair, the loving, the tears, abundance, and many more. I have encountered many people. I let the desire of opposition toward society out a little bit. I start to like people again. I know I still get myself disoriented here, so I dive into even deeper. I take it as a leisure. But I need to watch the oxygen left. So I could still move on to my live and other people as well.

scnds: a short poem i wrote x

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 10:05:57 -0400

scnds:

a short poem i wrote x

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Even when the time had had to leave, the memento would, at its tiniest parts, still linger until the...

juleznotjulia: school’s out!!! Me, getting excited to count...

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は何故いつも遅れていてんですか。 時間がもう二度と来ないし、何故間に合えないんですか。こんなタイプの人たちが大嫌いです。 Percuma ikut osjur kalo penerapannya...

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valscrapbook: heathenwoods: Wilderness U.S.A. by National...

cotoi: Selected works by 「ぺい＠コミティアしー７３b」

angkotday: this Infographic illustrate how urban mobility grow...

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We’ve been through all the fluctuatives.

WHAT IS LIFE: a portrait

"When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself,..."

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You miss to see the rain, “It was all the desert here!” you reported me through skype...

He will leave again anytime soon. The sun was a weakling that noon. We were overjoyed by our hot...

I was once disoriented over society. Well, I still actually am, but I start to understand the rules...

scnds: a short poem i wrote x

は何故いつも遅れていてんですか。時間がもう二度と来ないし、何故間に合えないんですか。こんなタイプの人たちが大嫌いです。 Percuma ikut osjur kalo penerapannya...